Another wasted court date despite ALL I have done~!!!

    For all that don't know this is commissioner Michael J. Imhoff who resides at the North county courthouse in Oceanside he is rather passive on my case & always gives authority to the county, ( wondering why he wears the robe ?)  I appeared before him again on Thursday May 10, 12 during my now 3 years & one month ordeal. I was told in January I was "intelligent & articulate enough to act as my own attorney." after losing custody of my children for a 3-day stay in the hospital for depression. I was kicked out after 3 days with no follow up plan but later called two weeks after and told were sorry. I was NEVER offered a reunification plan, (the norm) in fact it went into a permanent planned arrangement despite my parent's & older daughter (28) fighting for custody. They went through all their hoops of request from social services but never denied, nor were they ever given any legal papers stating why they could not have the kids other then being told "Your Linda's mother & we don't think you'll follow our rules, you don't believe what we believe." and my oldest daughter Amber was told "Your emotional like your mom (after being told the girls would not be in her April 2012 wedding which was cancelled) & "Your close to your mother, she flies up often to see you." 
Pertinent to the law under Ca. welfare & Institution code 361.3 (Relatives have the right to first gain custody of ones said child if there unable to care for them.) and pertinent to the law under Ca. welfare & Institution code # 16002 placement with an adult sibling or half sibling is allowed if they tried which my daughter Amber Souza did~!! but again was never denied nor sent any kind of legal letter saying why she could not have custody of her two sisters. In fact a inter-state transfer was going on for both girls to be sent to live in Washington State and those were stopped after my daughter became emotional with John (social worker) being told her sisters would not be in her wedding~!! Can you imagine her heartbreak ??
John Freistedt B.S. is my youngest social worker who has done nothing but play psychological games with her the child now 13 who is impacted by autism & mild c.p. keeping this child away from her mother over a false report for one year & four months. On occasion he has taken this child out for ice cream & who knows where else not very proper behavior for a county social worker huh. In the very first foster home my daughter suffered being bitten by an adult women on her arm, pushed into stairs for accidentally letting the dog out, came to visits with a smashed toe, smashed fingers had different stories for them all. She was being so abused she begged to go into a psy. hospital as she has always felt safe there knowing she could not be with her momma. Also John testified last year my daughter was packing daily & when asked why he responded "I guess she wants to see her mom." So I must mention what all this psychological, emotional & mental abuse these kids have been made to endure alienated from there momma & immediate family & suffering such NEGLECT BY THE STATE~!!

Angel Nielsen is my older daughter's social worker who resides out at San Pasqual Academy my middle child is now 15 and has been so brainwashed that I was told on Thursday she doesn't want "ANY" kind of relationship with me but we were planning and had asked for a birthday party on April 19th when my oldest Amber was out from Seattle and she text my daughter telling her "I am excited to see you both." the visit was never allowed~!! 
Imagine this women(Angel Nielsen) just had a baby of her own I will pray for that child~!! These social workers have allowed this daughter to suffer a sexual assault without calling the police & making a report. She was allowed to attend a unsupervised pool party of her teachers who was posting on her facebook page~!! She has been allowed unsupervised visits over night with school friends who's parent's don't undergo a background check but not allowed to go see her own mother who raised her or extended family she's been apart of all her life~!!  It was I who filed a police report but nothing was done as he stated she wouldn't talk & on my last visit with her over a year ago I tried talking to her about it and was told "Ms. Souza if you mention that we will end the visit." It's not shocking why this child with Aspergers herself has withdrawn~!!

So I will get to what happened on 5-10-12,  I have done more then anyone or anything would ever be required of one to regain their kids back & I DID IT ALL ON MY OWN~!!  

1. Went into a crisis house and lived for two weeks to better understand my disability (after the girls were taken I was diagnosed with major depression & aspergers very low functioning) which was grossly inaccurate I will elaborate later on.  

2. Took a parenting class for 6-weeks & turned in the certificate to court.

3. Took a weekend seminar class at USSD for parenting "special needs" children turned in certificate to the court (although my youngest was premature @ 4lbs. so I had much experience already in parenting, plus my oldest was 14 yrs. by then.)

4. Spent my last year & a half traveling 73.5 miles round trip weekly seeing a autism specialist at CARES (center for autism research, evaluation & service) 
Seeing Dr. Alan Lincoln Ph.D., MSCP, BCBA-D  who wrote a letter himself explaining I do have aspergers & depression but my issues with my emotions are apart of my very mild disability. In fact he did a I.Q. test and said I function at 99% of normal intelligence~!!!
Despite what was said, it went on deaf ears just as Lincoln predicted~!!

5. Then I spent another 5 months in doing cognitive behavior therapy with his assistant Dr. Kathryn Pedgrift Ph.d who recently acquired her own license.  

6. Gave a letter to the court on 5-10 from my family doctor who has been so impressed with me and my weight loss, blood levels she's taken me off meds and my mood change. Then Imhoff told me to go get on meds ?? That's their solution to everything MEDICATE~!!

So on Thursday acting as my own attorney I read from a paper I wrote about the law in children going to family first, then I explained after filing my state level appeal that was denied for discrimination and read over that all my court appointed attorneys (6) in total ALL AGREED I WAS BEING TREATED UNFAIRLY & STATED THE SOCIAL WORKERS HAD IT OUT FOR ME~!! This was told to me by their supervisor Kevin Lemuix of the DLG office. 
Then I had hired an attorney on my own Kari Marchant who has aspergers herself but was only a family law attorney so she couldn't help much but stated the county was playing keep away with the mother~!!  Attorney Berta Atkinson (McKinnon) lost my girls to the state and I was informed at court yesterday she had told another lady she is representing she lost her own kid to the state??  So after pleading my case with gross misrepresentation & misconduct on part of social services I wanted to drop jurisdiction of my case and give custody back to me. 
I was up against the children's attorney Jessica Smith (whom got married at the same time my daughter wanted to get married & wanted her sisters apart of her wedding but denied.) and county counsel attorney & the two above named social workers. Despite working very hard on myself losing a total of 73 pounds I was acknowledged of this and told what a great job but then to my absolute shock Imhoff said "Well keep the supervision, supervised calls & visits at once a month with my youngest and he encouraged SW Angel Nielsen so try & get my older daughter to at the least want to make phone calls to me (her mother). So it's as crooked as it has always been as I explained to Imhoff  "I don't have a alcohol or drug issues, I am who I was created to be by my Lord & Savior Jesus Christ~!!"  I have filed a e-mail with a company for celiacs who is going to investigate my daughter's medical neglect in taking her off her doctor prescribed diet of no wheat/gluten I did for 5 yrs. the wheat & gluten made her have seizures, blood in her stool, cramps & vomiting making her very ill and now they are over medicating her with psy. drugs to override the behaviors the wheat & gluten cause her. A hospital stomach doctor in Wa. put her on this diet who was very familiar with autistic children & the connection between autism & wheat this was so needed for her entire body. She is medically sick~!! All you with autistic children know how this damages the gut & brain of our precious children.  It's as corrupt & crooked as always not a thing changed~!! I am so sick of this world & all the evil that dwells in it but I pray each and every day for them all. When I am in eternity forever they will be enduring there hell but will never get out of it~!! ~ I pray mercy for you all.~

I AM ASKING ANYONE IF YOU HAVE A HEART & SOUL & WANT TO HELP ME AND MY CHILDREN OF THIS INJUSTICE OF OUR COURT SYSTEM, CHILD WELFARE. 
I AM A HUMAN BEING WHO DESERVES TO BE TREATED WITH DIGNITY AS DO MY PRECIOUS CHILDREN WHO LONG FOR THERE MOMMA. I BEG YOU TO HELP ME IN ANY WAY YOU MIGHT BE POSSIBLE TO DO. MEDIA, MONEY FOR A REALLY GOOD LAWYER OR CIVIL LAWYER~!! THANKS TO THOSE ON FACEBOOK WHO HAVE DILIGENTLY PRAYED FOR MY FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU ALL~!!!!!  
MY GIRLS HAVE BEEN KIDNAPPED FOR GOVERNMENT FUNDS & AT LEAST MR. WILLIAM WINDSOR IS TRAVELING OUT TO SEE ME AND MANY OTHERS HE IS DOING A MOVIE CALLED "LAWLESS AMERICA" THE MOVIE AND I GIVE HIM PRAISE FOR STANDING UP FOR THE CORRUPTNESS IN OUR COURTHOUSES JUST AS IT IS ON OUR STREETS WITH OUR POLICEMEN JUST BECAUSE YOU WEAR THE BADGE, THE ROBE DOESN'T MEAN YOU DO YOUR JOB RIGHT~!!! 
E-MAIL ME AT SPOILEDBRATS3@HOTMAIL.COM    LINDA SOUZA