This is my story of a mother to be reunited with her child as it is in the animal kingdom shows the true heart of any being of this earth when there heart is big enough to hold such love to a capacity of overflowing. God bless you my dear girls, your momma is waiting.......
http://specials.msn.com/msnvideo/video?videoid=1deb4335-0d85-4cef-95c0-71e75082cd7d&from=en-us_msnhp
DISRIMINATION IS ILLEGAL~!!
A VERY,VERY DEDICATED MOTHER~!!
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Monday, October 8, 2012
What a turnout in San Diego for LAWLESS AMERICA. We are so proud of Bill Windsor a man on a awesome mission to help families as mine & many others to try & get justice put back in the government courtrooms. It's shameful of all the corrupt stuff that goes on, Judges paid off to get out of lawsuits, money laundering and hiding of documents in order to keep the children KIDNAPPED~!! It so sad the brainwashing, murder, sexual assaults of many,many children placed within state run foster homes. America is the devils playground anymore. The horror stories I heard right here close to me of children being drugged & raped and the little eyes that must see it all. God is ashamed but hell is hotter then any time they will endure here on this planet & for eternity~!!! So hang on all who are suffering like me as ours will end in the arms of of awesome savior but pray for the wicked as their will be no mercy for them. Lawless America started in order to get voices & stories heard but the pure heart of this ONE man Bill is all of our hero's as he has started a united, global, international movement that now has people on a wait list to be filmed. I was so proud to be such a part of what this genuine, great hearted soul started and I know God has a awesome plan to the future of Lawless America "The movie". The women & men all have horrific stories that need to be heard by the panel of congressmen & women so hopefully they will be moved by the pure sadness that helpless children, abused women & good father's have been made to endure all for profit by the crooked courts of America. Today is the day that stories need to be told & the truth will prevail. Follow Bill and all the people who have come together in each state to support & help Bill where ever he lands. Thank God for this ONE man who has a dream, a wish and a vision of a much better, truthful & honest place for justice in America. I love you Bill Windsor for all you have done & will continue to do for us, even putting your own life on the line now who but Jesus ever did such a thing like that?
Sunday, August 12, 2012
**~IN MEMORY OF NANCY SCHAEFER~**
THIS IS DEDICATED TO SENATOR NANCY SCHAEFER MURDERED NOT LONG AFTER THIS VIDEO WAS SHOT. OUR GOVERNMENT IS CROOKED AS ALL CASES HAVE BECOME "MONEY SECURITY" FOR THERE JOBS & "ABUSE OF POWER" FOR THERE EGO'S~!!!!!!
$1,700 ALONE FOR "SPECIAL NEEDS." FROM FEDERAL FUNDING PER EACH CHILD IN THE SYSTEM~!!!!!!
MANY, MANY CONVICTIONS OF CASE WORKERS AS WELL, CHILD PORN, EMBEZZLEMENT, MONEY LAUNDERING, FRAUD, MISUSE OF FUNDS THE LIST IS LONG & VERY DISTINGUISHED. AMERICA WAKE UP, DON'T BE FOOLED~!!!!!!
REST IN PEACE NANCY, GOD WILL HAVE JUSTICE~!!!
$1,700 ALONE FOR "SPECIAL NEEDS." FROM FEDERAL FUNDING PER EACH CHILD IN THE SYSTEM~!!!!!!
MANY, MANY CONVICTIONS OF CASE WORKERS AS WELL, CHILD PORN, EMBEZZLEMENT, MONEY LAUNDERING, FRAUD, MISUSE OF FUNDS THE LIST IS LONG & VERY DISTINGUISHED. AMERICA WAKE UP, DON'T BE FOOLED~!!!!!!
REST IN PEACE NANCY, GOD WILL HAVE JUSTICE~!!!
Friday, August 10, 2012
**HOPE 4 MY SISTER** Locked up in foster Care
PLEASE READ: 8-10-12
I am a very loving sister who is just as a victim as my mother has become by the county of San Diego. Now I live in another state then Ca. and have tried very hard to get custody of my neglected sisters to the point I now have been so alienated from even phone calls due to my speaking out and standing up for these two lost girls. I am a adult now 28 and lived with my mother, with my two sisters until I moved out at 24 and my mother who was diagnosed with aspergers (a form of high autism) only AFTER my sisters were taken she was 46 yrs. old and that sealed her fate to finish raising my sisters because the county get's away with it, because NOBODY has the guts to stand up to them and they get federal funding for each child and being autistic it's off the charts. I was raised just fine by my wonderful mother and witnessed her love, care and great desire to parent all of us. We were raised in church, taught morals, taught respect of elders, taught to give,and loved by all. I am sickened by what the county is now doing to my youngest sister who is moderately affected with autism and does not have a voice~!! My mother had placed my sisters on a gluten/wheat free diet for 5 yrs. after finding out it helped replace severe behaviors my sister had and ailments that hurt her body & brain like seizures, body aches, vomiting, blood in there stools from bleeding intestines due to food allergies so she placed her on this diet also influenced by a gatro-doctor at a children's hospital but now since in care 3 1/2 yrs. she has been medically neglected and allowed to eat food that is making her sick & having behaviors so much that they have placed my 13 yr. old sister on 4 different psychotropic drugs it's unreal~!! One of these drugs is NOT recommended for under 18 yrs. of age. What is being done to my sisters is a crime and they will be held accountable for my sisters conditions and alienating them away from family who wants them and loves them. Please help my petition so I can hire a attorney to help my sisters, please~!! There will be a movie that will portray my mother's story search under Lawless America as one man want's to hold all these crooks accountable for the injustice in our courtrooms and by government officials that rob families all across America~!!!!!
Pass this on and help us if possible, have a heart like Jesus and Thank you to all.
Amber N. Souza 28
http://www.indiegogo.com/Shellbeshero?c=home
Ezekiel 11:19
And I will give them one heart and I will put
a new spirit within them; and I will take the
stony heart out of their flesh, and will give
them a heart of flesh {sensitive and
responsive to the touch of their God}
I am a very loving sister who is just as a victim as my mother has become by the county of San Diego. Now I live in another state then Ca. and have tried very hard to get custody of my neglected sisters to the point I now have been so alienated from even phone calls due to my speaking out and standing up for these two lost girls. I am a adult now 28 and lived with my mother, with my two sisters until I moved out at 24 and my mother who was diagnosed with aspergers (a form of high autism) only AFTER my sisters were taken she was 46 yrs. old and that sealed her fate to finish raising my sisters because the county get's away with it, because NOBODY has the guts to stand up to them and they get federal funding for each child and being autistic it's off the charts. I was raised just fine by my wonderful mother and witnessed her love, care and great desire to parent all of us. We were raised in church, taught morals, taught respect of elders, taught to give,and loved by all. I am sickened by what the county is now doing to my youngest sister who is moderately affected with autism and does not have a voice~!! My mother had placed my sisters on a gluten/wheat free diet for 5 yrs. after finding out it helped replace severe behaviors my sister had and ailments that hurt her body & brain like seizures, body aches, vomiting, blood in there stools from bleeding intestines due to food allergies so she placed her on this diet also influenced by a gatro-doctor at a children's hospital but now since in care 3 1/2 yrs. she has been medically neglected and allowed to eat food that is making her sick & having behaviors so much that they have placed my 13 yr. old sister on 4 different psychotropic drugs it's unreal~!! One of these drugs is NOT recommended for under 18 yrs. of age. What is being done to my sisters is a crime and they will be held accountable for my sisters conditions and alienating them away from family who wants them and loves them. Please help my petition so I can hire a attorney to help my sisters, please~!! There will be a movie that will portray my mother's story search under Lawless America as one man want's to hold all these crooks accountable for the injustice in our courtrooms and by government officials that rob families all across America~!!!!!
Pass this on and help us if possible, have a heart like Jesus and Thank you to all.
Amber N. Souza 28
http://www.indiegogo.com/Shellbeshero?c=home
Ezekiel 11:19
And I will give them one heart and I will put
a new spirit within them; and I will take the
stony heart out of their flesh, and will give
them a heart of flesh {sensitive and
responsive to the touch of their God}
Saturday, August 4, 2012
** OVERRULED** Government invasion of your parental rights
This video ought to scare the crud out of all you Americans that thought you had the ability to raise your children & say what happens to them while under age and in your care but if the government has there way ALL people will lose control of there parental rights with your own biological children. Our government is corrupt & seeking money & control so don't think this is a isolated case as the very same thing can happen to you, so please sign this petition as soon as you get done viewing this true video as we don't live in a FREE country~!
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
** GOD IS COMING TO SAVE US **
“Speak up for those who cannot speak
for themselves, for the rights of all who are
destitute. Speak up and judge fairly; defend
the rights of the poor and the needy.”
Proverbs 31:8-9
SOMEDAY THE SKY WILL OPEN UP & JESUS WILL BE SEEN BY ALL & THE CORRUPTNESS SHALL REIGN NO MORE. OUR PAIN & SUFFERING MAY BE NOW BUT WHEN WE GO HOME WE HAVE ETERNITY TO BE JOYFUL & HAPPY PRAISING HIS NAME, WHILE SATAN & HIS FOLLOWERS WILL SUFFER GREATLY WITH MOANS OF AGONY THAT WILL BE HEARD BY NONE. NO PITY WE SHALL FEEL AS NONE IS GIVEN TO US NOW. HIS PROMISE IS BEYOND INFINITY & HIS WORD IS MIGHTY STRONG~!!
for themselves, for the rights of all who are
destitute. Speak up and judge fairly; defend
the rights of the poor and the needy.”
Proverbs 31:8-9
Friday, July 6, 2012
Not anymore, our freedom as human beings and individuals has all but disappeared. We are no longer glorifying God in fact it's Satan who runs the show. We can't stand with our liberties, our rights under the constitution, our amendments are ignored & nobody lives by the commandments once written by God. Forget justice for all as there is no more, not at least until the return of Jesus which shall be soon. He is our true leader & the one whom we should all follow but instead it's a very dead & sick world covered up by true ugliness of despair, evil, impurities & much wickedness.
We as Americans are trapped by governmental red tape & the robbery of all with money profitting & being they have ALL the power they think but God ultimately still really controls it all and someday there will be real justice given. This was once a place where millions upon millions use to & still do come to today for what they call a "better life".
As long as there is planet earth, there will be evil as it is just in the DNA of the human being unfortunately. God gave us freedom of choice to choose so it's ultimately up to our own decision to how we decided to act, live & treat others.
Well we as good citizens will still make every attempt to shed light on government corruption and the stealing of Americas children & breaking down the foundations of the family units. As president Ronald Reagan once stood many years ago pleading for our soldiers and protection of Gods guidance in all we do that kind of plea will NEVER again be heard. Children, animals, elderly & all will still grieve with great amounts of suffering on this planet. Be cheerful though as Jesus came to give all freedom, forgiveness & to live in eternity. So until his second coming we will endure~!!
GOD BLESS THOSE WHO KNOW WHAT'S RIGHT, WHO LIVE BY TRUE INTEGRITY & JUSTIFICATION & SEEK TO GIVE, SHOW & LOVE THOSE WHO NEED OUR HELP.
Monday, July 2, 2012
We the people,congressmen,community,business people,concerned citizens,voters,friends,family,& autistic parents of many, share this on our community based page not just to advocate for Linda's family but to ALL family's who raise up a child with a disability to adulthood. This is the very reason why we do these blogs, please note this story is very "graffic" "Sad" & "Very true" and we must pass legislation in our government so these things & others do not ever happen to people whom have a disability of ANY KIND~!!
PLEASE LISTEN, THIS STORY IS HORRIFIC BUT SO IS THE STORY OF TWO GIRLS BEING DENIED THE VERY FOOD THEY NEED TO GROW, MATURE & STAY HEALTHY BECAUSE THIS WHEAT/GLUTEN NOT ONLY AFFECTS THE BRAIN BUT THE ENTIRE BODY PROCESS AND PSYCHOTROPIC DRUGS ARE NOT THE CURE,IN FACT IT IS IN THE TEENAGE YEARS AUTISTIC CHILDREN WILL START HAVING SEIZURES IF THERE GOING TO HAVE THEM IN LIFE,IMAGINE IF LINDA'S DAUGHTER WENT INTO FULL BLOWN SEIZURES & FELL & HIT HER HEAD & DIED? I WAS INFORMED THE WHEAT & GLUTEN WAS ATTACKING THIS CHILD'S BRAIN WITH SEIZURES PRIOR TO BEING PLACED 5 YRS. ON A WHEAT & GLUTEN FREE DIET BY A MEDICAL PHYSICIAN, ABUSE OR NEGLECT INTENTIONALLY IS JUST THAT ABUSE & NEGLECT OF INNOCENT "DISABLED" CHILDREN.
ALL PEOPLE,YOUNG,OLD,MIDDLE-AGED,JUST BORN TAKE NOTE THIS IS YOUR WORLD YOU LIVE IN. Steven Simpson is now in heaven with no more pain or suffering & I pity those who will have there judgment one day & spend eternity in pain & suffering. God bless your family Steven.
A VERY CARING COMMUNITY WE MUST BE~!!!!!
PLEASE LISTEN, THIS STORY IS HORRIFIC BUT SO IS THE STORY OF TWO GIRLS BEING DENIED THE VERY FOOD THEY NEED TO GROW, MATURE & STAY HEALTHY BECAUSE THIS WHEAT/GLUTEN NOT ONLY AFFECTS THE BRAIN BUT THE ENTIRE BODY PROCESS AND PSYCHOTROPIC DRUGS ARE NOT THE CURE,IN FACT IT IS IN THE TEENAGE YEARS AUTISTIC CHILDREN WILL START HAVING SEIZURES IF THERE GOING TO HAVE THEM IN LIFE,IMAGINE IF LINDA'S DAUGHTER WENT INTO FULL BLOWN SEIZURES & FELL & HIT HER HEAD & DIED? I WAS INFORMED THE WHEAT & GLUTEN WAS ATTACKING THIS CHILD'S BRAIN WITH SEIZURES PRIOR TO BEING PLACED 5 YRS. ON A WHEAT & GLUTEN FREE DIET BY A MEDICAL PHYSICIAN, ABUSE OR NEGLECT INTENTIONALLY IS JUST THAT ABUSE & NEGLECT OF INNOCENT "DISABLED" CHILDREN.
ALL PEOPLE,YOUNG,OLD,MIDDLE-AGED,JUST BORN TAKE NOTE THIS IS YOUR WORLD YOU LIVE IN. Steven Simpson is now in heaven with no more pain or suffering & I pity those who will have there judgment one day & spend eternity in pain & suffering. God bless your family Steven.
A VERY CARING COMMUNITY WE MUST BE~!!!!!
Autistic teenager 'was murdered by thugs who set him on fire with self-tanning spray at his own 18th birthday party'
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
To whom this SHOULD concern~!!!!!!!!!! Constitutional, Civil & Human Rights Violations
I have been informed that ( Ms. Linda Souza ) is being accused of some very harsh accusations concerning "Blogs, Websites, Videos, & Pictures" about her story, a story that I myself was captivated by in awe, of how ONE woman could be accused, misused, & severely abused by misconduct, abuse of discretion, abuse of power, abuse of parental alienating her from her biological children all over falsified reports, slander, neglect & abuse of her civil rights, the list goes on & on~!!
A Governmental Agency that was once enforced to protect "abused & neglected" children~!!
This has ALL been based on her differences in life & lies, slander, misrepresentation of her capabilities as to parent her children (even when reaffirmed by a doctor) ~!!
Now I am here in my corporate office on the 18th floor typing this up to tell EVERYONE
that "We" are a community of many diverse people (Concerned citizens, Friends, Acquaintances, Family, just plain concerned & caring people of this world & some Government Officials
and yes their are some of us NOT corrupted.)
Seeing their is a huge need for reform of Americas county run DFS, DCFS, CPS etc... on how children are being "sold, adopted, stolen, abused, killed, misused by many others not checked out to watch or be around them & alienated away from there entire families "good loving, caring homes."
It's ALL being found out it's based on "profit" of federal funding going into the pockets of many
"Governmental Officials" and not being used for Americas mishandled children !!
These blogs, videos, pictures etc... are of FREE access on the world wide web, where in fact any child of any age can learn how to make explosives, learn how to smoke pills, watch porn, just about ANYTHING & EVERYTHING is FREELY available on the internet~!!
Ms. Souza, does in fact have a facebook page that is friends only but anyone she adds as a friend can gather or obtain ANY information & being none of her pictures, videos, or her freelance photography are copyrighted anyone can copy & use them at their leisure.
For all you may not know a social worker can make a "false page" and ask to be her friend & gather what they want to make any blog they may want to incriminate her to get her held in "contempt" as she has been done.
Not just in Ms. Souza's case but in many others I have investigated have made and set up facebook blogs that are created FREELY as Ms. Souza's was in order to "HELP" others being abused by Governmental agencies. In interviewing several of these leaders of their groups/blogs on facebook
(who have asked to be kept unidentified, respecting their wishes) have informed me that social workers are flocking to these blogs in order to get stories and or information on one of their clients to in fact use against them in court.
There is another gentleman I have had the pleasure of interviewing Bill Windsor who was abused by Governmental Officials who has made it his mission in life for the making, filming & creating a motion picture that has already been accepted by Sundance films to be seen, then it will hit nationwide. He has thousands as of know victims in ALL 50 STATES OF AMERICA. He will soon be on the road to make this event happen, all by ONE man who cares to stand up and make a difference. Lawless America (the movie).
Congressman Hansen Clarke, has also obtained information FREELY on Ms. Souza & many others as he to has decided to join the force in helping those victimized by the Government~!!
I myself have many initials behind my name & have every & all authority to observe & investigate not only Ms. Souza's case but many others. There are many ways I know & find out what happens in courtroom #9 in Oceanside, Ca.
I have also interviewed Channel 10 news team, (who once had interviewed Ms. Souza & her former attorney), North County Times & a few prior attorney's (who have asked to remain unidentified due to fear of retaliation) It's all just apart of my job~!!
Sir, I hope with your position of Authority & knowing the law, you will look long & hard at this as you have everything in front of you in a huge file, as do I what this court has done to just ONE woman & her children & all that Ms. Souza has done entirely on her own to reunite her family.
Nobody can accuse a single human being of wrongdoing with NO PROOF in fact has anyone ever noticed if these sites were connected by one person, then why do they all have different names ?
Most people keep their identity the same correct ?
I will bet, social services has come back to this freely written (by unknown) public blog on the internet about Ms. Souza but will not print this piece up for the Judge~!!
I will assure you Ms. Souza will be notified.
BOTTOM LINE IS YOU CANNOT INCRIMINATE SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T CONTROL THE WORLD WIDE WEB, WHERE THINGS ARE WRITTEN FOR OTHERS, BY OTHERS~!!
Author Unknown
A Governmental Agency that was once enforced to protect "abused & neglected" children~!!
This has ALL been based on her differences in life & lies, slander, misrepresentation of her capabilities as to parent her children (even when reaffirmed by a doctor) ~!!
Now I am here in my corporate office on the 18th floor typing this up to tell EVERYONE
that "We" are a community of many diverse people (Concerned citizens, Friends, Acquaintances, Family, just plain concerned & caring people of this world & some Government Officials
and yes their are some of us NOT corrupted.)
Seeing their is a huge need for reform of Americas county run DFS, DCFS, CPS etc... on how children are being "sold, adopted, stolen, abused, killed, misused by many others not checked out to watch or be around them & alienated away from there entire families "good loving, caring homes."
It's ALL being found out it's based on "profit" of federal funding going into the pockets of many
"Governmental Officials" and not being used for Americas mishandled children !!
These blogs, videos, pictures etc... are of FREE access on the world wide web, where in fact any child of any age can learn how to make explosives, learn how to smoke pills, watch porn, just about ANYTHING & EVERYTHING is FREELY available on the internet~!!
Ms. Souza, does in fact have a facebook page that is friends only but anyone she adds as a friend can gather or obtain ANY information & being none of her pictures, videos, or her freelance photography are copyrighted anyone can copy & use them at their leisure.
For all you may not know a social worker can make a "false page" and ask to be her friend & gather what they want to make any blog they may want to incriminate her to get her held in "contempt" as she has been done.
Not just in Ms. Souza's case but in many others I have investigated have made and set up facebook blogs that are created FREELY as Ms. Souza's was in order to "HELP" others being abused by Governmental agencies. In interviewing several of these leaders of their groups/blogs on facebook
(who have asked to be kept unidentified, respecting their wishes) have informed me that social workers are flocking to these blogs in order to get stories and or information on one of their clients to in fact use against them in court.
There is another gentleman I have had the pleasure of interviewing Bill Windsor who was abused by Governmental Officials who has made it his mission in life for the making, filming & creating a motion picture that has already been accepted by Sundance films to be seen, then it will hit nationwide. He has thousands as of know victims in ALL 50 STATES OF AMERICA. He will soon be on the road to make this event happen, all by ONE man who cares to stand up and make a difference. Lawless America (the movie).
Congressman Hansen Clarke, has also obtained information FREELY on Ms. Souza & many others as he to has decided to join the force in helping those victimized by the Government~!!
I myself have many initials behind my name & have every & all authority to observe & investigate not only Ms. Souza's case but many others. There are many ways I know & find out what happens in courtroom #9 in Oceanside, Ca.
I have also interviewed Channel 10 news team, (who once had interviewed Ms. Souza & her former attorney), North County Times & a few prior attorney's (who have asked to remain unidentified due to fear of retaliation) It's all just apart of my job~!!
Sir, I hope with your position of Authority & knowing the law, you will look long & hard at this as you have everything in front of you in a huge file, as do I what this court has done to just ONE woman & her children & all that Ms. Souza has done entirely on her own to reunite her family.
Nobody can accuse a single human being of wrongdoing with NO PROOF in fact has anyone ever noticed if these sites were connected by one person, then why do they all have different names ?
Most people keep their identity the same correct ?
I will bet, social services has come back to this freely written (by unknown) public blog on the internet about Ms. Souza but will not print this piece up for the Judge~!!
I will assure you Ms. Souza will be notified.
BOTTOM LINE IS YOU CANNOT INCRIMINATE SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T CONTROL THE WORLD WIDE WEB, WHERE THINGS ARE WRITTEN FOR OTHERS, BY OTHERS~!!
Author Unknown
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
STAND UP FOR WHAT'S RIGHT, EVEN IF STANDING ALONE~!!
June 11, 2012 Court Hearing
Seriously do they think I am going to stop posting ALL ILLEGAL things this courthouse does and tries to keep secret. I am a woman of courage, justice & a warrior for my savior Jesus Christ & he said if they persecute me they will persecute you as well and it's being done~!!! If I never parent my girls again while under 18 then that is solely the Lords decision NOT theirs as they may think~!!
Commissioner Michael Imhoff is a very lost soul & I pray for him daily as he once sat outside reading his paper & smoking his cigarettes & I went out & told him my children mean just as much to me as his cigarettes do to him and sadly he shows NO RE-GUARD for families & keeping them together~!! He is the most selfish man who once was a father & had children that looked up to him I am sure but he shows NO AUTHORITY over his courtroom~!! You become a attorney BEFORE you can be a commissioner so he clearly knows the law & knows it's being broken~!! I wonder truly why you would want to wear the robe but not have the ability to give one credit for all the hard work I have done solely on my own. I was told by one of his own deputies that he is well known around courtroom 9 for giving ALL AUTHORITY to the county~!! He appointed me as my own attorney, but NEVER lets me speak. I believe God want's me to be the lighthouse in the courtroom where people just have jobs, tend to their own problems in life & continue to pass judgment on someone who has overcome so much adversity in my life~!!
I learned today in Luke 6 44-45 it's all about a unhealthy attitude & I refuse to lower my standards to the devils level. If you look in Romans 12-2 We can renew our minds & not let Satan drain us of our belief we are "special" & created for a great purpose. Then in Ephesians 3-17 "May Christ through faith (actually) dwell (settle down, abide, make his permanent home) in your hearts~!! May you be rooted deep in love founded securely on love" Also in Colossians 2-7 it also states about "keeping Jesus planted firmly in your soul."
I went in just as peaceful, relaxed and shared all I have done to regain custody or at the least move forward with more visits and a relationship the COUNTY stripped me & my children of~!!
So as of yesterday 6-11-12 I was served with a contempt of court for my blog~ where is my "freedom of speech" I was told by my previous attorney I could say ANYTHING concerning the way I did not like what the social workers, commissioner, baliff etc... was doing, guess not with them as they count what they want as wrong but they can violate the Ca. welfare codes of "Family getting the children first BEFORE entering foster care." and my parents house was checked out twice and approved as was my older daughter 28 and approved but the kids never went there because of there remarks "Your Linda's mother & you won't follow our rules." or my daughter was told "You have a close relationship with your mom, and she flies up often to see you."
Then my lovely 15 yr. old has been so brainwashed by Angel Neilsen of San Paqual Academy (her social worker) some young women who just had a baby, like she's mother of the year ?? So my daughter runs back and tells them everything behind her own blood family & gets us in trouble, but she was told she could attend my daughter's wedding in Seattle in August but not the other 13 yr. old sister who is more impacted & disabled with autism but the 15 yr. old told my oldest daughter, "They trust me, if I came back I would tell them what went on." Well sorry my dear as my family don't pick "favorites" just because you have become "Imhoffs pet" doesn't work that way so YOU WILL NOT BE AT HER WEDDING OR AT THE GRANDPARENTS IF YOUR SISTER CANNOT ATTEND~!!!!!!!!!!!
I am beyond hurt anymore as my God controls it all. She has died her hair, that was once a beautiful auburn color and they allow her to do such things a child should not have the ability to go and do but they don't care for her she is there money ticket but I raised her right & she now has to become responsible for her life & where she is headed & put on about 20 pounds but the county told me I was feeding her poor eating habits, oh but they have done a great job~!!! It's called not absorbing protein & your body retains fat due to being on the "autism spectrum" she may look healthy but really is malnutrition. Believe me I know as I had the test done and have the exact same condition as my girls so I am a bit smarter then those lost souls who are killing my children~!!
I feel for my girls as they were raised in a good home, going to church, learned all there manners, learned it's better to give then receive so they are ideal children for the welfare program to collect those mighty federal funds they collect off them~!! If my kids swore, spit, kicked, broke things, ran away they send them back licitly split~!!
(IMHOFF believes my daughters grades are due to her ability & most are but if she had a drug addict or alcoholic for a mother, who spent more time with men then teaching her, reading to her, educating her & sending her to a private school in Washington where she had one on one help, she wouldn't be where she's at so come on Imhoff give credit again where it's due~!!)
I have NOTHING more to loose my girls were KIDNAPPED in 2009 & no matter what I have achieved even running my car into the ground now with bald tires, 35,000 miles, wear & tear on my engine going down to Scripps ranch to see Dr. Alan Lincoln @ CARES who don't care a darn about families either as I drove 73.5 miles weekly a year & a half and he and his assistant Dr. Kathryn Pedgrift who is now a psychologist as well both sat in that office last week & both agreed what was being done to me was WRONG but refuse to have the ..... to write a letter saying so. How can you really want to help autistic people if you can't stand up for what is right ?? It is very, very confusing to me, I guess cause I believe in rules, telling the truth etc....
So in Matthew 7-1-2 The bible talks about reaping & sowing : "DO NOT judge and criticize and condemn others, so that you may not be judged and criticized and condemned yourselves. For just as you judge and criticize and condemn others, you will be judged and criticized and condemned, and in accordance with the measure you (use to) deal out to others, it will be dealt out again to you."
I read in court to them all this bible verse Matthew Ch 7 V-12 "So then whatever you desire that others would do to and for you, even so do also to and for them for this is the law and the prophets." ( This is the GOLDEN RULE to live by & teach your children which God knows I did.)
So now June 25th I am suppose to attend the hearing to be arrested for contempt for my blog and texting my 15 yr. old on Mothers Day she told them about but if they had seen that one text they would have seen the other one after talking to Lincoln about he urged me to apologize & I did explaining to her I was sorry my emotions got in the way I reacted but that was never notice nor was I given credit for it so again they see & hear what they want from a child . So maybe now with my service dog beside me and going to jail together, the media will want to shoot this story. My dog reduces my anxiety being a adult on the spectrum & they cannot deny me to have her as I will sue as I did Quizno's for not allowing me to be served because I couldn't bring her in and I put them out of business~!! This has gone way to far and if people cannot read and see this is nothing but DISCRIMINATION & picking on a disabled adult, bullying, intimidating, instilling fear in one, & using my children as pawns~!!!!!
I WILL NEVER EVER BE SILENT OF THE ABUSE, NEGLECT, MISCONDUCT, KIDNAPPING OF INNOCENT CHILDREN, MEDICALLY ABUSING CHILDREN WITH CELIAC DISEASE OFF THEIR MUCH NEEDED DIET~!! My poor children are medically sick and had seizures, blood in her stool, vomited, muscle aches, headaches, skin issues (eczema) on and on as I had them on the wheat free diet 5 years. The youngest is legally blind and yet NEVER has on her glasses at visits & has had 4 eye surgeries already.
Outside the courtroom was a man who told "Berta Atkinson" my attorney who lost my girls to the state "I got custody of my boy (15) but he two day's ago was arrested on a DUI charge but had his kid.
COME GET ME AS I AM SO READY TO GO TO JAIL AS THE MEDIA HAS ALREADY BEEN CONTACTED & WANTS MY STORY TO BE AIRED~!!!!!!!!!!!
JESUS WAS PERSECUTED & ANY CHRISTIAN WILL BE WHO STANDS FOR WHAT IS RIGHTEOUS & NOT WRONG IN THIS CORRUPT WORLD WE LIVE IN.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Another wasted court date despite ALL I have done~!!!
Pertinent to the law under Ca. welfare & Institution code 361.3 (Relatives have the right to first gain custody of ones said child if there unable to care for them.) and pertinent to the law under Ca. welfare & Institution code # 16002 placement with an adult sibling or half sibling is allowed if they tried which my daughter Amber Souza did~!! but again was never denied nor sent any kind of legal letter saying why she could not have custody of her two sisters. In fact a inter-state transfer was going on for both girls to be sent to live in Washington State and those were stopped after my daughter became emotional with John (social worker) being told her sisters would not be in her wedding~!! Can you imagine her heartbreak ??
John Freistedt B.S. is my youngest social worker who has done nothing but play psychological games with her the child now 13 who is impacted by autism & mild c.p. keeping this child away from her mother over a false report for one year & four months. On occasion he has taken this child out for ice cream & who knows where else not very proper behavior for a county social worker huh. In the very first foster home my daughter suffered being bitten by an adult women on her arm, pushed into stairs for accidentally letting the dog out, came to visits with a smashed toe, smashed fingers had different stories for them all. She was being so abused she begged to go into a psy. hospital as she has always felt safe there knowing she could not be with her momma. Also John testified last year my daughter was packing daily & when asked why he responded "I guess she wants to see her mom." So I must mention what all this psychological, emotional & mental abuse these kids have been made to endure alienated from there momma & immediate family & suffering such NEGLECT BY THE STATE~!!
Angel Nielsen is my older daughter's social worker who resides out at San Pasqual Academy my middle child is now 15 and has been so brainwashed that I was told on Thursday she doesn't want "ANY" kind of relationship with me but we were planning and had asked for a birthday party on April 19th when my oldest Amber was out from Seattle and she text my daughter telling her "I am excited to see you both." the visit was never allowed~!!
Imagine this women(Angel Nielsen) just had a baby of her own I will pray for that child~!! These social workers have allowed this daughter to suffer a sexual assault without calling the police & making a report. She was allowed to attend a unsupervised pool party of her teachers who was posting on her facebook page~!! She has been allowed unsupervised visits over night with school friends who's parent's don't undergo a background check but not allowed to go see her own mother who raised her or extended family she's been apart of all her life~!! It was I who filed a police report but nothing was done as he stated she wouldn't talk & on my last visit with her over a year ago I tried talking to her about it and was told "Ms. Souza if you mention that we will end the visit." It's not shocking why this child with Aspergers herself has withdrawn~!!
So I will get to what happened on 5-10-12, I have done more then anyone or anything would ever be required of one to regain their kids back & I DID IT ALL ON MY OWN~!!
1. Went into a crisis house and lived for two weeks to better understand my disability (after the girls were taken I was diagnosed with major depression & aspergers very low functioning) which was grossly inaccurate I will elaborate later on.
2. Took a parenting class for 6-weeks & turned in the certificate to court.
3. Took a weekend seminar class at USSD for parenting "special needs" children turned in certificate to the court (although my youngest was premature @ 4lbs. so I had much experience already in parenting, plus my oldest was 14 yrs. by then.)
4. Spent my last year & a half traveling 73.5 miles round trip weekly seeing a autism specialist at CARES (center for autism research, evaluation & service)
Seeing Dr. Alan Lincoln Ph.D., MSCP, BCBA-D who wrote a letter himself explaining I do have aspergers & depression but my issues with my emotions are apart of my very mild disability. In fact he did a I.Q. test and said I function at 99% of normal intelligence~!!!
Despite what was said, it went on deaf ears just as Lincoln predicted~!!
5. Then I spent another 5 months in doing cognitive behavior therapy with his assistant Dr. Kathryn Pedgrift Ph.d who recently acquired her own license.
6. Gave a letter to the court on 5-10 from my family doctor who has been so impressed with me and my weight loss, blood levels she's taken me off meds and my mood change. Then Imhoff told me to go get on meds ?? That's their solution to everything MEDICATE~!!
So on Thursday acting as my own attorney I read from a paper I wrote about the law in children going to family first, then I explained after filing my state level appeal that was denied for discrimination and read over that all my court appointed attorneys (6) in total ALL AGREED I WAS BEING TREATED UNFAIRLY & STATED THE SOCIAL WORKERS HAD IT OUT FOR ME~!! This was told to me by their supervisor Kevin Lemuix of the DLG office.
Then I had hired an attorney on my own Kari Marchant who has aspergers herself but was only a family law attorney so she couldn't help much but stated the county was playing keep away with the mother~!! Attorney Berta Atkinson (McKinnon) lost my girls to the state and I was informed at court yesterday she had told another lady she is representing she lost her own kid to the state?? So after pleading my case with gross misrepresentation & misconduct on part of social services I wanted to drop jurisdiction of my case and give custody back to me.
I was up against the children's attorney Jessica Smith (whom got married at the same time my daughter wanted to get married & wanted her sisters apart of her wedding but denied.) and county counsel attorney & the two above named social workers. Despite working very hard on myself losing a total of 73 pounds I was acknowledged of this and told what a great job but then to my absolute shock Imhoff said "Well keep the supervision, supervised calls & visits at once a month with my youngest and he encouraged SW Angel Nielsen so try & get my older daughter to at the least want to make phone calls to me (her mother). So it's as crooked as it has always been as I explained to Imhoff "I don't have a alcohol or drug issues, I am who I was created to be by my Lord & Savior Jesus Christ~!!" I have filed a e-mail with a company for celiacs who is going to investigate my daughter's medical neglect in taking her off her doctor prescribed diet of no wheat/gluten I did for 5 yrs. the wheat & gluten made her have seizures, blood in her stool, cramps & vomiting making her very ill and now they are over medicating her with psy. drugs to override the behaviors the wheat & gluten cause her. A hospital stomach doctor in Wa. put her on this diet who was very familiar with autistic children & the connection between autism & wheat this was so needed for her entire body. She is medically sick~!! All you with autistic children know how this damages the gut & brain of our precious children. It's as corrupt & crooked as always not a thing changed~!! I am so sick of this world & all the evil that dwells in it but I pray each and every day for them all. When I am in eternity forever they will be enduring there hell but will never get out of it~!! ~ I pray mercy for you all.~
I AM ASKING ANYONE IF YOU HAVE A HEART & SOUL & WANT TO HELP ME AND MY CHILDREN OF THIS INJUSTICE OF OUR COURT SYSTEM, CHILD WELFARE.
I AM A HUMAN BEING WHO DESERVES TO BE TREATED WITH DIGNITY AS DO MY PRECIOUS CHILDREN WHO LONG FOR THERE MOMMA. I BEG YOU TO HELP ME IN ANY WAY YOU MIGHT BE POSSIBLE TO DO. MEDIA, MONEY FOR A REALLY GOOD LAWYER OR CIVIL LAWYER~!! THANKS TO THOSE ON FACEBOOK WHO HAVE DILIGENTLY PRAYED FOR MY FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU ALL~!!!!!
MY GIRLS HAVE BEEN KIDNAPPED FOR GOVERNMENT FUNDS & AT LEAST MR. WILLIAM WINDSOR IS TRAVELING OUT TO SEE ME AND MANY OTHERS HE IS DOING A MOVIE CALLED "LAWLESS AMERICA" THE MOVIE AND I GIVE HIM PRAISE FOR STANDING UP FOR THE CORRUPTNESS IN OUR COURTHOUSES JUST AS IT IS ON OUR STREETS WITH OUR POLICEMEN JUST BECAUSE YOU WEAR THE BADGE, THE ROBE DOESN'T MEAN YOU DO YOUR JOB RIGHT~!!!
E-MAIL ME AT SPOILEDBRATS3@HOTMAIL.COM LINDA SOUZA
Monday, April 2, 2012
THREE YEARS THIS MONTH BUT DOESN'T AMOUNT TO MY ETERNITY WITH JESUS~!!
See Job 1:20 "The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord." Then you hear in Job 2 9-10 "Then his wife said to him "Do you still hold fast your integrity ? Curse God and die! " But he said to her "You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God and not accept adversity ?" In all this Job did not sin with his lips.
Oh how our precious Jesus has "his ways" of getting our attention when and how he wants to, in order to prepare us for his awesome kingdom that is for eternity~!! In all the ugliness the devil means for our harm my father is still in control of that~!! I have missed so much with my two girls who are now teenagers but like Job if you stand firm in your faithfulness to God he will restore you abundantly 10x over~!! (That's his promise to us) So I dwell no more on what the enemy has done but thank my wonderful heavenly creator for a closer, more loving, more understanding & committed relationship I have found in him. I have been praying for favor and God is being faithful in that as I am now finally after a year & 4 months of not seeing one of my precious girls due to a false report I am seeing her regularly even more then was first offered. Again if you focus on the goodness of God instead of what the enemy tries to steal from you, then your attention is exactly where God wants it to be and then he pours out his wonderful blessings to you. God wants us to love each other and share that love much with each other and then he will direct our paths for righteousness & blessings. I have never felt alone knowing my daddy takes care of all my needs~!!
Our greatest gift we hold inside is our love so we need to use it to love one another as God first loved us by giving us his awesome son Jesus to die for us in order to save our souls from eternal damnation~!! but it is written it is better to love those who you don't particularly care for as much because that shows God your true heart is to please him. So I urge you no matter what trial or tribulation you have endured NOTHING is that terrible to forgive & forget to bring unity to our lives by love~!! I am proud of who God created me to be and even with a disability of Aspergers I am who I am suppose to be because God makes NO MISTAKES in his creations~!! I am a better person today ONLY because of his grace, goodness & love and his incredible spirit he has given me to walk in, to be his example in order to save more souls. I am a warrior for the almighty, powerful awesome loving God won't you join me ?
Don't ever allow what someone else thinks or says about you to be the factor that determines your value, because what God says is the only things that really matters. (Joyce Meyer)
APRIL IS AUTISM AWARENESS MONTH~!!
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
~WALK A MILE IN MY SHOES~
I have come a long way from where I was and I would of never dreamed in finding out @ 46 yrs. of age I had Aspergers that it would cause such a cast of judgement on my ability to parent.
In life we cannot pick our family, our siblings, or even our extended family but you know your being analyzed when your children are taken from you at the most vulnerable time, when you need someone to go the extra mile for you and have a saving hand in a situation or crisis.
In my walk I have learned much and I have given up my fears for something better, my wonderful awesome savior Jesus Christ whom due to this once tragedy has brought me to my knees a dead stop in my walk, to listen and learn about what really matters in our lifetime.
I was such a awesome mom that I forgot about who Linda was but in all this I have rediscovered a wonderful creation I was meant to be and with it I have grown in patience, love, grace, peace and much character. If we just breathe and believe that is enough~!!
I have walked many miles in this almost 3 year journey but in it all God has had a perfect plan and through it I have also learned to see people through the eyes of love simply because autistic people have different perceptions of the way we see things and I used to see things or people in a negative manner with no patience but I have so changed and how I know this is my spirit has taught me to take a moment to pause the button and see them in a different way and you know what it feels great~!!
I am not going to sit here and talk bitterness about what I have been through because that does me no good but what I will say is how much I have accepted myself in a more positive way. I am by far a nobody just because I didn't graduate out of the Julliard school of music doesn't mean I am not musical.
I am very musical, in fact I hear the strum of a guitar in such a way I was able to write my own music and songs at one time. So because we choose to look @ people with judgement is our own fault because when you learn to put on your eyes of love it's a whole other picture. I always for years used to carry around a wallet size saying I acquired, it was the verse about if you live with condemnation you will learn to condemn, and if you live with fear you will become fearful and this was a reminder for me in the way I raised my own children but having Aspergers does tweak it in a way were not clear to see ourselves as others perceive us so it did affect my friendships as I was growing up and then I became a mother and consumed myself with that, which was good in some ways as my girls never missed out on nothing or ever longed for a qualified parent but the down side was I forgot about the MOST IMPORTANT PERSON myself~!!
This is why we must travel for so long in life to really figure out how to live. I have no guilt in what has now become my life, because I took care of the most important people in my life (at the time I thought was the right thing to do) and instilled morals, values, happiness, goodness and I believe still today despite our separation there is still a small flicker of light that flows within all our hearts for each other and God will take care of the rest. So as you start your day and get frustrated with your son, daughter, people or animals take a moment to hit the PAUSE button and take a few deep breaths and remember if you don't take care of yourself first, you will never truly be able for long term to take care of everybody else~!! Use your eyes of love to see what's in front of you before calling judgment. Remember were all in this together~!!
Stay blessed in him & hug your children tightly~!!
Friday, January 13, 2012
MY TRUST WILL BE AS DANIEL IN THE LYONS DEN (DANIEL CH 6 VERSE 16-24)
NOTHING will ever or can ever take the focus off my LORD as he is worthy to be praised even in the down times~!! TRUST was Daniel's greatest achievement as it will be mine~!! If we keep focused on Jesus and what he can and will do, he is a rewarded of those who search closely & follow tightly.
I am NOTHING without him, and I am so glad to give him praise as he controls ALL THINGS between heaven and earth. People can say things that are lies and have no value and as in the bible the Lord laughs as he can cast them down when he wants to. I am so happy to have found the peace, joy, happiness, stability I have found in all my savior freely gives~!! Do not let your heart be troubled he says and I will give you comfort and he surely does. Seeing people through the eyes of love as Jesus would see is a whole nether way to live. I feel no condemnation in my heart and live this way is so peaceful. I am eating healthier then I ever have, I am walking 4 miles a day and it will show and I am on a special regimen of vitamins & minerals that have done so much for my body. I sleep well and am the best I have ever been in my life @ 49 years of age. God is the master and if you let him he will make a masterpiece out of you. Despite any iniquities I may have Jesus shed his blood for me, to give me the life he wanted and knew I could have. So in all things big and small Jesus is at work behind the scene you just must hold tight to the trust in your heart in him and all will be well. I pray I can be a influence on someones life who wants to make a change they never thought possible in themselves but
with God all things are made possible~!!
I am NOTHING without him, and I am so glad to give him praise as he controls ALL THINGS between heaven and earth. People can say things that are lies and have no value and as in the bible the Lord laughs as he can cast them down when he wants to. I am so happy to have found the peace, joy, happiness, stability I have found in all my savior freely gives~!! Do not let your heart be troubled he says and I will give you comfort and he surely does. Seeing people through the eyes of love as Jesus would see is a whole nether way to live. I feel no condemnation in my heart and live this way is so peaceful. I am eating healthier then I ever have, I am walking 4 miles a day and it will show and I am on a special regimen of vitamins & minerals that have done so much for my body. I sleep well and am the best I have ever been in my life @ 49 years of age. God is the master and if you let him he will make a masterpiece out of you. Despite any iniquities I may have Jesus shed his blood for me, to give me the life he wanted and knew I could have. So in all things big and small Jesus is at work behind the scene you just must hold tight to the trust in your heart in him and all will be well. I pray I can be a influence on someones life who wants to make a change they never thought possible in themselves but
with God all things are made possible~!!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
MY HELPLESS AUTISTIC DAUGHTER IS BEING KEPT FROM HER MOMMY AGAINST HER WILL~!!
My daughter who is my youngest daughter now age 13 is being kept from her mother illegally because she was legally KIDNAPPED from her mother from social services in San Diego, Ca.
My daughter who has Autism, mild cerebral palsy & classified as mildly mentally disadvantaged.
It is heartbreaking for ANYONE who has a real heart & soul to watch this video I shot 2 yrs. ago when she first went in luckily she was moved to somewhat of a better home. In supervised phone calls she is so sad, misses her family something awful as you can hear it. I did absolutely NOTHING to deserve such a sentence, neither did my girls. I have a documented e-mail from a county attorney who supervises all the attorney's stating "All my attorney's have agreed you have not been treated fairly" & "It does seem the county has it in for you." Then another attorney I hired on my own who has Aspergers herself said in a report "This is the county playing KEEP AWAY from the mother." and
"This is now a ADA issue, due to the mother's disability." Because I am very high functioning Aspergers only diagnosed AFTER my girls were kidnapped by the county. I want my story to go public as they have just told my adult 27 yr. old daughter who two sisters can't be in her wedding 4-14-12 that she told them over 7 months ago but when my oldest asked "what do you have against my mom she can't be here with her sisters ?" His reply was "Nothing physical but she's emotional."
This is just a game of control & money the government gets from federal funding~!!!
**UPDATE** 1-10-12
In court this morning I was denied another attorney I asked for it would of been my 8th but I told the commissioner why, and his response was "As I told you once before Ms. Souza I think you articulate & intelligent enough to act as your own attorney, see back in June." (BUT GET THIS)
Social services is saying " Linda is severvely mentally ill. " so if this was truth so I cannot parent but they want me to act as my own attorney. TALK ABOUT BLATANT DISCRIMINATION~!!
I got it all documented so now I have contacted the media~!!!!
http://youtu.be/9K_Lv26vbhk
My daughter who has Autism, mild cerebral palsy & classified as mildly mentally disadvantaged.
It is heartbreaking for ANYONE who has a real heart & soul to watch this video I shot 2 yrs. ago when she first went in luckily she was moved to somewhat of a better home. In supervised phone calls she is so sad, misses her family something awful as you can hear it. I did absolutely NOTHING to deserve such a sentence, neither did my girls. I have a documented e-mail from a county attorney who supervises all the attorney's stating "All my attorney's have agreed you have not been treated fairly" & "It does seem the county has it in for you." Then another attorney I hired on my own who has Aspergers herself said in a report "This is the county playing KEEP AWAY from the mother." and
"This is now a ADA issue, due to the mother's disability." Because I am very high functioning Aspergers only diagnosed AFTER my girls were kidnapped by the county. I want my story to go public as they have just told my adult 27 yr. old daughter who two sisters can't be in her wedding 4-14-12 that she told them over 7 months ago but when my oldest asked "what do you have against my mom she can't be here with her sisters ?" His reply was "Nothing physical but she's emotional."
This is just a game of control & money the government gets from federal funding~!!!
**UPDATE** 1-10-12
In court this morning I was denied another attorney I asked for it would of been my 8th but I told the commissioner why, and his response was "As I told you once before Ms. Souza I think you articulate & intelligent enough to act as your own attorney, see back in June." (BUT GET THIS)
Social services is saying " Linda is severvely mentally ill. " so if this was truth so I cannot parent but they want me to act as my own attorney. TALK ABOUT BLATANT DISCRIMINATION~!!
I got it all documented so now I have contacted the media~!!!!
http://youtu.be/9K_Lv26vbhk
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Learning through Gods beauty & grace how to take care of ME ~!!
All I had to do was open my eyes to see beyond what I thought was my purpose in life but he has shown me I am important to and I deserve to be loved and cared about by him.
My life was changed on April 17th 2009 after losing custody of my girls for a 3-day hospital stay as my story is well-known now but in losing my life that day I found it since truly and it has been the greatest gift my savior and I share. My girls are not gone forever, my girls have a very clear picture of who I was as a mom. I did my job, probably to much so I now know as everyone is entitled to "me time" but I gave that up when I got married, had kids and later found out two have autism and despite living with it myself my entire life it was only after the girls were taken I was diagnosed @ 46 but I raised one adult child already now 27 but the world judges you this is the change I plan to make. My life was there's but in all that has happened it's been a good thing because like Job, God may take something away temporarily to get your attention for his purpose & eventually get the glory but he multiplies it 10 x over when he returns it back. I am satisfied with the work he has done with me and I may not be exactly where he wants me to be but I surely ain't where I used to be. Praise Jesus for that~!! In all this God took a aspie woman and transformed me into a wonderful person that I can even say now I love and fully accept because it's not "US" that has the problem it's the word who does not like "different" and that's just the way it is but like Temple Grandin I am somebody, someone I never knew I could even be but by the good graces of God I have now learned to love myself and treat my body as his precious temple as it should be treated. He won't disappoint, he doesn't leave me, he always forgives me, he always loves me despite my faults unlike the world. I have learned a lot through the constant teaching of Joyce Meyer & Joel Osteen two very gifted people who have the ability to share Gods word. It was in one of Joyce's teachings of "Taking care of yourself" a podcast I watched on my Ipad it was then it hit me when she said "You will get to a point of breaking down physically,mentally & emotionally if you don't take care of yourself" (because you were so busy of caring for others) and that is exactly what happened I needed some "me time" and so I am doing just that.
I am walking 3 miles a day, eating better, sleeping more and I feel a bunch better already.
I am keeping a thought in my head and replay it over and over to keep me focused.
"God, I know that today nothing can happen that you and I can't handle together."
In Galations 5-22 it say's :
But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control against such things there is no law."
If we don't learn from his teachings then what good is it to even speak. I have learned so much from my heavenly father. I used to have a hard time with my mouth but self control has worked well when you really put it to use.
In Proverbs 17-22 he tells us "a joyful heart is good medicine, but a broken spirit dries up the bones." Let him come live in you and your peace will be everlasting.
And always remember Romans 8-31
What then shall we say to these things ? If God is for us, who can be against us ?
Remember as well God has a perfect plan for each and everyone, you just must accept him.
Romans 8-28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good. For those who are called according to his purpose.
As my youngest says who loves Justin Bieber
"NEVER SAY NEVER~!!"
Because with God all things are possible~!!!!!!!!!!!
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