Autistic mom loses custody of her two autistic girls in San Diego

Today is the day before my big court date Aug 5th 2010 to see what's on the agenda next for me being reunited with my girls who were basically illegally stolen by a corrupt county and state. I am disabled by depression and anxiety and at 46 yrs. of age just got the diagnosis for Aspergers. I have been on disability since 1991 for the depression but a very short 3-day hospital stay doesn't add up to losing custody of your children for a year and a half when I have never hurt or harmed my girls in anyway~!! It's all a game to these people that say their best interest are the children, this is why my girls are still being neglected of items that they needed that were court ordered to have. This is why my girls were never abused or neglected in my care but have been since being placed in "protective care" as it's called. Since this unjustice has taken place it has made me value my life and being a christian ever so more. I have been made to survive in a world I thought as a autistic adult was my friend but I haven't met many along the way that has cared to really be dedicated as my friend but then there are many followers & friends on facebook I do believe care. I am a survivor, alway's have been because I left a abusive marriage,been through two husbands that sexually abused their own children,been homeless a few times as I am now. Most my family members never "connected" or "understood" my disability so I was basically not acknowlegde for my life as their sibling. My life hasn't been easy but one thing I cling to the word of God as he doesn't make junk and he made me perfectly in his eyes they way he wanted me to be and it was him who blessed me with my 3 precious girls and even thou two are autistic as well, they never ever were treated ANY different!! God knows my heart and how I took care of those girls and he has taught me through all this I was to be following him and I wasn't like I am now. I am not angry, nor bitter I am saddened for the time lost without my girls but God as done an amazing transformation in me and I am glad. I won't say anymore as I will add the other links to read my whole story their but please feel free to follow me and keep updated on what's to come from a autistic women who will never give in or give up. I pray I may be your inspiration for whatever your going through. GOD BLESS U
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